Sunday, March 19, 2006

No sex and the city.

So Friday was a wonderful day. I had an interview in the morning, lunch with aunt at noon, met with Z ~die~ at 1 and we shopped together till 8 p.m. Was nice - several moments...like the baby oil incident --

So we are in a dollar store getting ice trays (?) and pass by a section where there were bottles of baby oil stacked. He looks at them and grins saying, "My ex girlfriend used to like baby oil" ~grin grin grin~ So I'm like, "Well, baby oil can be a very fun thing - all depends on how you use it." ~wink~ "hmm and its scented too..."
That being said, we decided to asses the quality of the oil and so spilled a bit onto our fingers - "Its quite slippery, I think you should buy it, you never know when it can come in handy" (all fricking puns intented)
He looks at me and smiles from ear to bloody ear and keeps rubbing his fingers...

Well, the oil was not bought -- sadly. But such is the back and forth that we share daily. Turns out that he likes office chicks ;)

O goodness - he's on my team! The professional line is slowly getting rubbed into the dust each time we hurl seductive gestures accross it --

I thought of turning this into a play -- he would be my Stanley. And the illusion would become visible...

The equinox approaches, perfect balance. The Goddess will lay with the God at the Beltan fires, she will manifest over her nine nights and receive worship.

Does the gay man suffer fault because he is unable to complete the human union of the Goddess and the God or is he more powerful for within him they are constantly united?

Sunday, March 12, 2006

A quiet day...

Here where it rains for hours at a time - a fine, cool, misty kind of rain with beautiful skies above.

Soon the Goddess will wear a crown of green; soon she will come...black earth pregnant with the promise of High Summer, winter ice melting under the sun's kiss.

Ribbons and flowers, skirts and sandals, short sleeves and shades...Summer beckons!

I go into this summer much more jaded than in times gone by. I want to move to another apartment - something bigger than my glorified closet...too bad that this one was never really consummated.

Anyway, let Her dance with bare feet through the grasses and over the hills of my dreams. The city's roads are too hard and rough...its lights too bright and harsh - ler Her then come floating in on the soft moon beams and on tip-toes...let Her sit in my candle's glow and fill my thoughts with memories of another life...my only companion, the Daughter of the Mountains...

Saturday, March 11, 2006

On brighter notes...

Trinidad at month's end - replete with a 3 night yajna, wedding and lots and lots of wearing of summer clothes!

Zen is now on my team at work - more officialy working under me - perish the thought :o) Also, another hottie - D - has joined my team, smooth, charming, caribbean boy with long gorgeous drealocks... eye candy for days!

Have given tought to writing again - to resurrect the Sahraa days? to plunge into Lile's pool and dally with Aingeal? or to Romance the City? hmm...

I really need to come up with things of substance to put up here! goodness...
Spring?

I had a really good time at Parking a couple days ago - hit my I'm-drunk-enough threshold and stayed there :) Met with Zin - old parking friend from a couple summers back...revelled in the night and the music...am yet one, not two.

What compromise does one really have to make to find a relationship - what do we have to settle for - is there ever anyone out there who fulfills the dream?

It rained yesterday...we all know how much I love it! Spring and with it the Beltane rites and the nine nights of the Goddess approach.

The change will be marked. End of one and beginning of the other - here's the feeble hope that I'll not remain stagnant much longer...may Beltane find me a lover of my choosing...

Accross the Looms that keep Us together
These People form my World


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